For the vast majority of the last 14 Billion years, I’ve been at peace.

I’ve only experienced pain, disappointment, sadness and hurt since I’ve been alive.

Don’t talk to me about joy.  Don’t tell me that before I was put on this earth I never knew joy.  Is there a difference between peace and joy?  I dare you to explain how they are not they same thing.

I do believe that love endures – once it exists it will always have been.  Da, and Ma, and Piglet, and Gabby loved each other.  Our love will always have been – at some point for more than 14 Billion years.  But all that is what was – it is history.  And now, there is only thing left is the pain.

In my peace, love will endure, but the hurt will be over.